so today was not bad

it was kinda funny

me and my mom tried to put together a futon for the family room in the basement cuz like i dont have a bunk on my bed anymore and my uncles moving in and we decided to buy one

so we put together the damn futon and then we open the matress which is like rolled up and in a package with all the air sucked out of it

and then like it unrolles and its a flat square on the floor

so we decide to open it

so she makes a tiny hole.. i start laughing cuz the air going back into the package makes a funny noise...and i fall on the matress and like the hole gets bigger.

i start jumping on the matress and she starts yelling at me how im gonna make the thing explode and its hilarious cuz its impossible

and like we get the matress in its normal shape and we have to put it on the futon thing we put together..

it doesnt fit

so like iim holding it and shes pushing the matress on there

and the whole couch thing falls over on me

and im on the floor

laughing like an idiot

and my mom starts laughing

and like sghe leaves me there

and sits ont he floor and laughs some and i manage to get out and i told her she can do it by herself cuz shes a big girl.and i go upstairs

i find this funny

well i did

i was on a sugar high

self explanitory

HAHA ICE CREAM SOCIAL BITCHESS

MICHELLE ...ME..CHASS..IZA...AND 3 PEOPLE I NEVER MET

HAHA AND WE ALL HAVE SUNGLASSES

ow..my legs hurt ..and im hyper off my ass...starbucks + bawls do not go good together...maybe my friend was right.. to much caffiene sucks.sotoday was boring...my mom wasnt aware i had a day off and im hididng under my covers and she comes in my room and shes like oh what are u doing home...im like sleeping shes lke why..and im like i have no school and shes like ohh asnd u dont tell me im like no im sleeping..and she left...then i went to annas house..we went to the hip..we got starbucks..looked for dreses to wear to erikas quinceniera.and then we went to 711 where i saw hitler..he was also buying bawls..and then we realized we were like half a block from pats house and we went to see him..and then for like an hour were all aimlessly walking thru norridge..it was hilarious..midget in the baseball fries or something..lmao nerdy suburb gangs..its like 730 and like my mom calls and shes like where are u wheres annas mom what are u doing? styupid parents..so she picked me and anna up form the mall..cuz anna was buying gum..that was our excuse for =being late and coming not out of the mall..we were actually running like thru little streets getting to my madre..suburbs are crazzy...and now im hyper but oh so tired..whatever..if i had a car i wouldnt have the problems i have now... i can just run things over when i wish..

ok so i had the wierdest dream this morning...it was actually a good dream.. i didn't really want to wake up..even though my mom came into my room about 3 times this morning to go to Target with her i think i lied in bed another half hour before i actually got up..my dream kinda did seem too real cuz it was all by school grounds with the people i know..but it was kinda the highlight of my day..no wit my mom gave me 15$ for no reason..and today was another bore.. i practically spent the whole day outside playing basketball with eric watching my sister while my mom was gone for like 4 hours.. i was bored out of my mind..and now im bored once again. im back to begging my mom for a big pool in the backyard..she's gotta give in sometime right??..but then the age old question will arise.....

Mom:  Jess do u want the pool or a car?

Me: both

Mom: no..pool or save for the car??

and then i will give her my "u made me uber sad look" and say car i guess///and it sucks cuz she's using this against me..she knows i want the car..but then again shes the one to shove a liscence down my throat so i can drive my sis to all her dance/piano/karate practices and she wont have to..but then again i can leave the house and just drive away..but then i need gas money....damn everything has a negative aspect..i dont even know what day of the week it is anymore..i shud go back to bed and try to redream my dream..

mucho X3 mi amigos

ok so wtf  yes so much shit happened in the past 3 days but no my mom does not have to take it out on me..like i feel like a punching bag except not but yeah cuz she takes out all her anger on me...like everything is still my damn fault..she screwed up my weekend..yesterday was fine until i found out something very disturbing to me shes been hiding the past what 2 years? and she wont let me hair color alone...like were at costco and shes like so when's ur hair color coming out ...im like hmm i dunno...shes like ur not gonna redye it are you?? ..im like maybe i like it so just watch me redye it and she gave me her "if i wasn't in public you would get a lecture" kinda look and so i didnt really talk to her and today i was planning to go to michelles house and ok so i did everything i was suposed to and cleaned out my binder fulls of needless papers and shes all like i heard ur going to ur friends house... im like from??? shes like agnes told me..meaning agnes over heard my conversation or read my text messages and im like maybe i am and she gives me a lecture on how i have to help around the house..which i so do cuz i do everything..so i helped her i cleaned the garage and walked my dog and my uncles dog and then she doesnt wanna drive me and my uncle left for the south side already and she made me watch his damn dog for the rest of the day so i took the dogs and went to the park and sat on a bench and wished i was a dog cuz they seem so happy..so i come home and then i get mad cuz she favors agnes all the time and she asks me to read some letter the governor sent her and i yelled and i said that since agnes is so damn good at everything that shes gonna do a better job translatng it for her ...and i locked myself in my room and havent seen her since........what a wasted weekend..